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Me deleting myself

Well some close to me know that when things are tough for me I delete myself from all forms of social media.

Recently I landed in hospital when away for the long weekend. I was in sever pain and was transferred to another hospital down south coast of Australia. Originally thought it was appendix but it wasn’t all I was told was they found a small tumour and to follow up with local doctor.

Ok whatever what the fuck and discharged me. Anyway that day drove back home and still was having pain so booked in to Gyno. He had a available appointment the following day. I explained to doctor the pain and he did another ultra sound he said no that small so called tumour is a fibroid and it wouldn’t be causing you this much pain. He thinks it was a urine stone like a kidney stone.

Anyway I trust this man and was instantly relaxed.

Managing the kids while being sick was so hard. Then juggling stupid Facebook and Instagram I couldn’t handle it.

Some people are so fucked seriously fucked and one person in mind sent me bananas. A mother who I don’t like or agree with who I believe isn’t making her child well but the opposite and she knows who she is and she knows my views.

She spends all her time making her child be so so sick and asking for free handouts and things she isn’t entitled to it send me nuts.

I couldn’t understand how or why she would want her walking eating yes a little mentally slow child be like my daughter who can’t do anything.

Why would you want the worst .

This woman Brought me to my knees in agony , internally crying for this child. I couldn’t imagine ever wanting to harm my child and make them endure surgeries and take medications unnecessarily.

Seriously made me not cope with people.

So I blocked all aspects of social media out

Was this a survival mode for myself and family

Or was I losing it ?

U tell


This entry was posted in: Disability


I'm a mum of four who loves my kids but juggles some amazingly hard battles with disability and illness with two of my children. Sleep deprivation, time and being Homebound you will hear about many issues I face daily but mostly with a positive view. I just need somewhere to vent So thanks in advance if you even bother to read my mumble jumble

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