Month: February 2019

When our strength fails us and we crash.

What happens when we fall apart ? I noticed with me that life goes so fast but over the past 12 months things slowly were getting harder to manage. My tiredness was much worse my eating habits up and down and mood swings around. I was so tired I couldn’t fall asleep and I found my head racing round hours after hours then suddenly I had fallen asleep and my alarm would wake me for next dose of meds for A. I don’t even think adrenaline was even keeping me going. Seizures increased to daily over and over. It became so often it was the Norm. Fear increased with this. I tried to avoid the negative thoughts time after time but they were there sitting on my shoulder reminding me daily. It was like hearing a second voice. Love is why and what keeps me going. Last year was super challenging. Besides raising two sick kids and one declining so rapidly in front of me I’m also mum to teens. 19, 16 year olds. Learning …